So far so bad?

Things were going great! i was keeping myself busy on the weekends and in the evenings, I've been finding this is the best thing to keep my mind from wanting to pick up that first drink.

With all my best intentions however i hit a road bump and it was an ironic road bump, cleaning out my draws i found a half a bottle of vodka, my first reaction was "oh fuck, your kidding me" my second was "get rid of it" which i should have done and my third was "well there is no point in putting it to waste, i may as well drink it, and that will be the end of it and it won't happen again. I'd talked myself into it as usual! shame on me!

So my weekend and my sobriety have not been a success so far, finding that half bottle of vodka on Saturday was a down fall and like so many other times with alcohol falling back into that downward spiral was all to easy.

However there is no looking back now, on wards and up we will go, and this small hiccup in my new life will be the last.

Anyone who may be reading this going through something similar or who has gone through something like this in the past I'd welcome the input!


Success built from failure,
The Alcoholic Entrepreneur

www.thealcoholicentrepreneur.com